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Volgograd, Russia
I'm a 12 year old trapped in an 19 year old physique and I love pink :) Our heart is pink, and pink is a lovely colour. So, let's stick to the "fitrah" and let's make our heart a lovely heart too :D InsyaAllah.

Friday, May 17, 2013

Not my luck

Assalamualaikum dear readers,

Humm! An emo title post?

No laaaa, don’t worry!

Today, I had the internal disease practical exam (or we called it therapy practical exam). So what happened? Before that, let’s go back a day before!

1 day ago…

As I was studying, and i thought, if I won’t be able to finish reading all those geeky medical stuff, I prayed to Him.

“If I wasn’t going to remember all these stuff for tomorrow, please make me remember when I’m going to be a doctor later”

So..

Today…

He answered my prayers. I forgot so many things! My mark wasn’t that good. I answered my lecturer’s question badly. To make it worse, I need to answer the exam with the HOD, a.k.a our DEAN.

Why did I say that Allah has answered my prayers?

Because, after what had happened today, I know that I wasn’t good enough. I am no longer that “last minute specialist”. In order to gain the best, I need to give the best too. What you sow is what you reap. I will make sure, that I will be one of those competent doctors one day! Amin :)

So that is my day. How about you?

Till then, salam!