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I'm a 12 year old trapped in an 19 year old physique and I love pink :) Our heart is pink, and pink is a lovely colour. So, let's stick to the "fitrah" and let's make our heart a lovely heart too :D InsyaAllah.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Kurban Bayram

 

Assalamualaikum wbt Smile

Salam Eid Adha to all muslim and muslimat out there.

Kurban Bayram? What is that? Well, let’s learn some russian word! Actually it is the russian word for “Hari Raya Korban”.  Remember okay, next year I won’t translating it again ;p

So this is my 2nd time of celebrating eiduladha in Volgograd, but this year celebration is more merrier as we do not have any classes today. Alhamdulillah Smile

So what do we do?

1. wake up early Smile

Hari raya would be an exception for my sleeping sickness!

2. Wait for the bus (we are going to mosque)

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These are my housemates, Jiha and Ayu Smile

And while we’re waiting for the bus, we suddenly realize something. That tiny little white thing.. We was like, ohmyy ohmyyy it’s snowinggggg Open-mouthed smile

Alhamdulillah, it’s a present and rahmat from Allah. We do really love snow that we’re jumping happilyyyyyy even this is our second year!

3. Arrived at mosque!

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This is Lingoranskaya Mosque. We have 2 mosque over here, but this one is nearer. Besides, there’s qurban ceremony here Smile *excited* *excited* *smile*

4. Takbir Smile

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We’re given the takbir text and it is written in russian alphabet. Islam is pure, and Allah is the Almighty one Smile

Allahuakbar !

5. Aidiladha prayer.

Alhamdulillah Smile The khutbah was about the Nabi Ibrahim ‘alaihissalam.

6. Photography session

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It’s good to meet most of my sisters here ^^

7. Let’s watch qurban.

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-BEFORE-

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-AFTER-

There’s this hadith,

“Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda yang maksudnya:” Aku diperintahkan dengan menyembelih korban itu dan ia adalah sunat ke atas kamu”

Alfatihah to my all these sheeps. InsyaAllah, may Allah blessed you.

8. Home again ^^

The cold weather almost killing us. Let’s go home and hibernate ^^ kidding ;p

9. Cooking and eating raya dishes!

Dear mum, I know you’ll be proud of me after looking this. Hee hee hee.

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The laukksss : Ayam masak merah, daging masak hitam, acar, papadommmm.

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Nasi beriani ^^

This is the collaboration of me and my housemate Open-mouthed smile SATISFACTORY APPROVED!

 

Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah ^^ syukur for today Smile

Before ending my entry, I wanna share 3 interesting facts about today :

1. Thank you, syukrann for those people who gave me these cute cupcakes!

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2. People, I mean Russian people, have some culture of giving during hari raya. It’s the thought that count right?

So people, this is what I got at the mosque today,

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Thank you, jazakillah Open-mouthed smile 

3. Thank you auntie yang baik hati ^^ for giving us these a bit of her daging qurban. May Allah blessed you ^^

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So conclusion for today : Alhamdulillah, wa syukurillah Smile

Assalamualaikum Smile

Monday, October 10, 2011

Hidden Rock

 

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Dear readers, did you ever see hidden rock? Nahh, it’s hidden anyway. How can we see it?

Let me share something before the mysterious hidden rock will be revealed..

As Napoleon Bonaparte said once. He was a great man of war, not a really devine person, but yet, he achieved ( or at least i think he did ) his goals by himself.
Pardon me if I interpret this quotation wrongly, but for me, as long as it suits a situation, then it can be used. To achieve something, we have to do it ourselves. Cheating, a thing that can lead to more sins and problems later on. You may not see it yet as you cheat, but later, I can assure that at one point of your life, you will think that you wish you never cheated before. Cheating is universal. You can cheat in life, love, well basically, anything as long as there is a truth somewhere.
As a human, I am not perfect. I used to cheat. Not frequently, but I did that. But, alhamdulillah, Allah has mercy for me. He gave me the most wonderful lesson. I was caught for cheating. I heard that people say, if you don’t cheat in this world, you can’t live. I assumed those person who said that already giving up in their life. Do you the meaning of syahid? Person who lose, but with dignity. In this world, you can be only 2 persons, either winner or loser. Now, I would prefer to fail with honor, than to win by cheating. It’s either you win as mujahid or you lose as syahid. InsyaAllah.
What good does it comes if you win unfairly? A simple situation, like in a marathon race. You clearly know that Mr X can beat you in a fair race. Therefore you take a shortcut to win over him. And yeah, you won. You know what I would call that? A cheap win. Where’s that feeling you SHOULD felt when winning. Like the anxiety, the merry feeling and satisfaction of winning with your own hard work. Isn’t?
Go play a game, and use cheat. A game that should be at least 15 hours of play time could be finished in 1 hour. Sometimes, its not the result that matters, but its your hard work.
A person who cheats doesn’t only cheat other people, but that person is cheating himself and god. Nice combo.
Go eat a cake that someone else made. If it taste like crap, you’ll get upset. Eat a cake that you made by yourself, and if it taste like crap, you’ll still think its a job well done. *smiling*

So, dear readers, what is actually hidden rock?

Simply saying, hidden rock symbolized the cheating.

If it's a fair fight, it doesn’t matter if I get bloody nose.
But if the bloody nose is from someone with hidden rocks in its fist, then it's not fair.
So this time, fight me with your fist. Please do me this favor.

To be honest, to be fair. Allah loves people who honest and fair. When Allah loves us, insyaAllah everything will be as easy as wind flow in the air Open-mouthed smile (it rhymes ^^)

Keep your heart pink and healthy! Assalamualaikum.

p/s : thankyou Open-mouthed smile

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Little Thing Called “Happy”

Assalamualaikum :)

“Kalau anda gembira tepuk tangan!

Kalau anda gembira hentak kaki!

Kalau anda gembira, katakan pada saya, kalau anda gembira tepuk tangan!”

Ingat lagu ni? One of my favourite masa kecil kecil dulu. Maybe it’s yours too.

Masa kecil kecil dulu, senang kan nak happy? Kalau dapat anak patung, ke, dapat mainan baru ke, mesti sangat happy! Kalau saya dulu, dapat naik kereta pergi beli pisang goreng petang2 dengan ayah pun dah seronok lah! Lepas tu bila ayah pasang kaset dalam kereta, lagi lah happy! Itulah kanak kanak, seronok je hidup. Paling2 besar masalah pun kalau ayah tak nak belikan gula gula. Masa tu, tu lah masalah besar dunia bagi kita.

Masa kecil, hidup bahagia macam cinderella, ada ramai kawan2 yang baik macam snow white, and boleh tidur senang hati macam sleeping beauty!

seronoknya main!

Kalau dapat peluang balik ke zaman tu, mesti semua nak kan? I’m wondering, hehe.

Tapi, janji Allah, masa tu takkan boleh kita patah balik. Jadi, segala masa yang ada ni haruslah kita luangkan dengan sebaik mungkin, insyaAllah.

Okay, berbalik kepada happy ni. Bila umur makin meningkat, hidup kita yang ibarat fairytale tu lama kelamaan makin berubah jadi reality. Tsk tsk.. Banyak benda yang kita harus fikir, tak boleh jadi kanak kanak dah! Hidup pun tidak lah sehappy zaman kanak2. Namun begitu, happy tu masih ada. Tapi definisi gembira bagi orang dewasa ni berlainan daripada definisi gembira bagi kanak2.

Ada orang happy bila dia kaya.

Ada orang happy bila die pelajar terbaik dalam sekolah.

Ada orang happy bila dia selalu memakai baju yang cantik.

Ada orang happy bila dia ade teman lelaki yang hensem.

Tapi,

Ada orang tak happy bila ada orang lebih hebat daripadanya.

Ada orang tak happy bila miskin.

Ada orang tak happy kerana dia kurang menarik dan tidak terkenal.

Macam macam bukan?

Sesungguhnya manusia ini banyak ragamnya dan saya adalah salah seorang daripadanya. Dengan pelbagai masalah yang timbul, persaingan dalam komuniti, dan banyak lagi, sukar untuk kita kekal gembira dan ceria sentiasa. Akan tetapi, harus kita ingat sentiasa, this little thing called “happy” adalah suatu perasaan yang dikurniakan oleh Allah kepada kita, insan yang bernama manusia. Sesungguhnya segala sesuatu yang wujud dan hadir di dunia ini datangnya dari Allah dan hanya Allah yang berhak menarik dan memberi perasaan tersebut kepada kita. Wallahualam.

Untuk sentiasa gembira, bukan lah material yang menjadi ukuran. Untuk menjadi gembira, bukanlah ditentukan orang rakan2 sekeliling serta persekitaran, namun untuk menjadi gembira, kita harus memiliki suatu sifat serta aset terpenting ini, iaitu, mampu untuk bersyukur Smile

Seorang pesakit kanser yang bersyukur merasakan dirinya sebagai orang terpilih kerana hanya segelintir sahaja manusia yang akan dipilih Allah untuk diberi peringatan tentang ajalnya.

Seorang wanita, walaupun tidak dikurniakan keupayaan untuk melahirkan anak, bersyukur kerana dengan kekurangannya itu, dia mampu untuk meluangkan masanya untuk melakukan kebajikan lain di jalan Allah.

Itu hanyalah sekadar beberapa contoh yang mampu saya berikan.

Jadi, kita juga harus sentiasa bersyukur dengan segala kekurangan dan kelebihan kita untuk sentiasa gembira Smile Namun begitu, janganlah anda menjadikan alasan bersyukur untuk tidak memajukan diri. Bersyukur tidak menghalang kita untuk sentiasa berusaha untuk memajukan diri!

InsyaAllah Smile

Be happy, be grateful of our life, insyaAllah our life will be as brighter as we want!

Assalamualaikum.

p/s : Realize something? This is not the new starting for me, but continuation of my blog with new spirit Smile InsyaAllah. Credit to my cousin, Dhuha Shahrain for new header!

p/s II : Antara perkara kecil yang manusia sering terlupa untuk lakukan adalah bermuka manis kepada orang lain.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

AKAUN

Assalamualaikum Smile

Tengah2 study physiology ni, saya dapat ilham pula.

Ketika summer holiday yang lalu, saya menghadiri sebuah program. Dalam suatu slot, penyampai telah bercerita tentang ilmu. Katanya, ilmu jangan disimpan, sebarkan lah, ajarkan lah, dan turunkan lah pada rakan2. Biasa kita dengar bukan?

Katanya lagi, alangkah ruginya ilmu jika disimpan. Misalnya, anda seorang pelajar perubatan. Kononnya ilmu anda menggunung, luar biasa daripada orang lain. Waahh. Ilmu yang anda miliki tu mampu lah untuk mencipta satu kaedah baru untuk menyembuhkan kanser. Namun, anda ini seorang yang kedekut ilmu. Semuanya disimpan. Yela, jikalau dikongsi, anda tak semestinya akan jadi yang paling hebat, habislah akaun dunia anda kan? Tapi, dijadikan cerita (drama sikit) anda ditakdirkan untuk meninggal awal. Maka, mati lah anda beserta ilmu2 anda yang hebat itu. Ilmu yang tidak dikongsi itu turut mati bersama anda. Dalam situasi ini, anda memang akan diangkat sebagai pelajar terbaik, terpandai, terbijak, tergenius, paling epic kat dunia ni! Akaun dunia anda memang best lah!

TETAPI…

Alangkah ruginya anda!

Alangkah ruginya anda!

Alangkah ruginya anda!

 

Mengapa?

“when a son of Adam AS dies, then all his deeds are cut off except 3 things :

1. his alms that continues (sadaqa jariyyah)

2. his knowledge that is benefited by others

3. his pious child who pray for righteous for him. “

 

Mungkin akaun dunia anda mantap, namun akaun akhirat anda, wallhualam.

Mungkin dengan berkongsi ilmu, anda tidak akan jadi yang terbaik lagi, namun cuba anda bayangkan pahala yang mengalir itu?

Dulu masa form 5, ada topik dalam pendidikan islam, hidup di dunia sebagai pengembara. Jadi, tujuan hidup kita di dunia adalah untuk mencari bekalan secukupnya untuk kehidupan yang sebenar yang bakal bermula apabila maut menjengah.

Orang kata, hari pertama untuk berjumpa cinta sejati kita adalah pada hari kematian, jadi mahukah anda menempuhi hari tersebut dengan keadaan serba kekurangan?

Nauzubillahu min zalik.

Jadi, ayuh ayuh ayuh! Mantapkan akaun akhirat kita Open-mouthed smile

InsyaAllah jika kita beramal untuk akhirat, kehidupan dunia akan dimudahkan jua. Allah Maha Adil. Allah Maha Penyayang.

Namun, janganlah beramal untuk mengejar pahala semata2. Beramal lah dengan ikhlas. InsyaAllah ibadah kita diredhai.

Aseef jika ada yang kurang suka pada penulisan ini, saya sebenarnya terasa sangat rendah diri untuk entry ini. Saya juga seorang hamba Allah yang sedang berusaha jua.

Segala yang baik datang dari Allah, dan segala yang buruk adalah kesilapan diri saya sendiri. Smile

notakaki : baru baru ini ada masalah dengan kad bank. alhamdulillah semua dah selesai Smile 

Assalamualaikum Smile

Thursday, June 2, 2011

People

assalamualaikum.

People. Who are they?

The queen? labour? Tsar? A student? A lazy student?

Or…. a robot who come with the soul?

Being a people is easy. Being a people is hard. Which one? Hard or easy? Easy or hard? Come on. Tell me. Which one.

No answer? Why? There must be an answer. But NO, they aren’t. Surprise? Or expected?

People say, life is bed of roses. People say, life is thorn of roses. What were people thinking actually? Bed of roses or it just a thorn?

O people. Who are you? Reveal yourself.

Reveal no. No reveal. Because we are like a gift. Wrapped ourselves in box, waiting for the right one to reveal what’s really inside.

O people, you’re mysterious.

Yes we are. No we aren’t.

How could you are and you aren’t. I’m confused.

Because we loved to be at different places at one time. 2 places at one time. Sometime 3, sometime 4. 5 are too much.

Is it possible, people?

Yes. We loved to be in 2 places at the same time.

But how, people?

When we’re in shower, we rehearsed our presentation.

When we’re taking breakfast, we read newspaper.

When we’re driving, we talk to our business partner.

When we’re agreeing with something outside, we are strongly disagree inside.

When we’re joking, we are actually have some message to be said.

When we’re looking at one, we are eventually thinking of another.

When we’re doing something, we’re actually lying to ourselves.

When our heart says yes, our brain says no. When our brain says yes, our heart says no.

When we’re in present time, we time travelled to the future, dreaming of uncertainty.

When we’re in the present time, we time travelled to the past, reminiscing the memory.

And,

Our feet touching the ground, our minds in the clouds.

2 places at 1 time.

O people, you’re weird.

No, we’re not.

Cause we’re people. And people is people.

And I’m the people.

Smile

………………..

Guns don’t kill people. But people kill people.

 

ps: HAHA what am I writing?

pps: Don’t laugh.

Assalamualaikum Smile

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Art and Medic :D

assalamualaikum Smile

Salam 1 june, aha, it’s june!

WARNING : Manglish berleluasa, maaf pencinta bahasa. Lainkali saya cuba kurangkan Smile peace, no war, no harm!

Okay, sedar tak sedar, dah june pun. Saya harap saya akan rajin mengupdate blog seperti bulan mei yang lalu. Err.. even exam dah makin hampir, tapi kalau nak seribu daya kan? *Sape setuju boleh senyum*

Okay, the lucky topic on 1st june, Art and Medic~

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Whoaaa, it’s a contradiction! Hey hey, who says? I disagree.. Then, looking down the memory lane, 2 years back then, I remembered, I once said,

“HAH PEN SENI? Aiseyman, kata Maktab Rendah SAINS Mara! Sains beb… Takkan kena belajar PS kottttt”

Haha, I’m quite sure that many students were saying the same too. I don’t really have the affection or passion towards art. I mean, I love to see arts, but I’m not good at art. At kindergarten, my colouring book weren’t that beautiful. HAHA. And my artwork never been said as CANTIK SANGAAATTT. Hehe, not all people have that “art blood” though. And I’m one of them. So, to have about 1 hour class of Art was like a burden (heavy one) for me.

And, why oh why do we have to learn all those theories of art? And again, I once said, “Aku nak jadi doktor laaa, takde nye nak pakai pakai semua ni nanti”  *kat belakang ramai gilaaaa sokong!* *clap clap clap*

(Maafkan lah mulut dia yang tak makan saman tu, budak budak lagi masa tu)

But but, dear dear my sistahh and brothahh out there, who still sit in the benches of school, and dreaming to be a doctor and taking art subject for granted, DON’T YOU EVER DO SO! Focus in the class, HAHA, even for the theory class. Surprise? *Hey did I look like I’m joking?* NOO!

Yea, art is so important, especially when you’re studying anatomy and histology. Haha, you’ll be drawing and colouring much! And, one could say, “ala lukis ala kadar sudahh, tak payah nak bersungguh sangat la”. Okay, never mind if you’re thinking like that. But as for me, when my drawing is like *rubbish*, I have no mood to look at it, nak study pun macam malasmalas *ketuk kepala*

Haha, so take a look at those drawing (saya lukis nii, bangga sikit!)

And you’ll believed me Smile

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::Mr skull and his artery Winking smile ::

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::Kidney and layer of scrotum::

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::Tendon::

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::Lamellar Bone::

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::The tissues and arteries of hand::

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::Kidneys and Nephron::

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Okay, see the importance right? For the tissues, the colouring technique is very important as you want it to look like the real one!

And actually, art is not all about the drawing and colouring. Art is subjective. For example, stitching. We need some art to do a good stitch. In medic, especially in surgery, the doctors must do neat and right stitching to the patients.

Since I am still in the first year, I am not exposed much to this medical field, and those are the few things I know of medic that related to art. But, I’m sure there’s gonna be more! And more excitement will come, insyaAllah Smile

So, now I understand the phrase “Ministry of Education of Malaysia wouldn’t made the art subject is compulsory if it is not useful”

Love art <3

ps : there is like mitos, that said “ science students CANNOT do arts”. No laah, I have a friend, who are taking medicine too, and she is really good at artwork. Her name is Ernisha Smile

pps : And Yusri too! Open-mouthed smile

ppps : HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMAD FIQRI MUSTAQIM Smile

Assalamualaikum.

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